Monday, February 20, 2012

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

So I have been Pandoaing it up lately.  So many good songs! I should not be singing right now since I am getting sick.  UGH. Anyway.  While listening to all these songs it makes me think of my past mainly.  Like all the almost relationships I had and everything else.  Its interesting.  Each one of them had nicknames.  The current one at the moment is He Who Must Not Be Named and no its not Lord Voldy that would be gross and like kissing a snake.  (Insert puking face here).  So anyways, I have hit a blogging stump.  I am not sure what to blog about anymore.  Some how its either guys, homework, what I am going to wear the next day and many other things are on my brain, its a bit annoying actually. I do have a wish though and I am going to share it with you all.  I wish that I would see He Who Must Not Be Named more often and hopefully something will happen.  Oh dear Lord, now I sound like one of the those desperate wannabes! I don't want to be a desperate wannabe! haha.  I feel like I have been waiting long enough and it feels different this time like I actually have a chance and he has no idea where I am from or about 85% of my past.  Its great.  That is why I love being away at college. What I hate is that I am afraid to talk to him.  I really want to talk to him on Facebook but I am all like what if he doesn't respond back and the whole thing about what do I even say! I wish things were easier like they seem to be for everyone else.  I had heard negative things about him, but I want to find out for myself.  Like Kelly Clarkson says in one of her new songs......What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

The Thoughts Going Through My Head.

I haven't blogged in a while.  I have just have been so busy with school, meetings, etc.  Things are good I guess.  I figured I would just share some of the thoughts that are going through my head right now or lately:

1.  I love Pandora.  I can listen to so much music.....its awesome.
2. Valentine's Day was yesterday.  I have 2 word for that.  Ba Humbug.
3.  I look really pretty today!
4.  There are some really cute guys in my classes.
5.  I have skipped my Econ class 3 times already....not a good thing!
6. I really need to get my resume done!
7. I'm looking for an internship so I hope to get one near home.
8.  I got my ears pierced again, and they hurt a bit, but that's okay, it was totally worth it!
9.  I need to get over a certain boy. So if you have any suggestions let me know!
10.  Because he won't grow up and be a man and settle down...so I have heard.
11. So I guess I will find someone else who wants to.
12.  I have a Business Law test tomorrow that I am worried about.
13.  It was really warm today...for February.
14. I am supper excited that I am going for the CC elect position on RHA! I really hope I get it!
15.  I am sure I will think of more later!

So there you have it.  Have a great rest of the day everyone!! :)