What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

So I have been Pandoaing it up lately.  So many good songs! I should not be singing right now since I am getting sick.  UGH. Anyway.  While listening to all these songs it makes me think of my past mainly.  Like all the almost relationships I had and everything else.  Its interesting.  Each one of them had nicknames.  The current one at the moment is He Who Must Not Be Named and no its not Lord Voldy that would be gross and like kissing a snake.  (Insert puking face here).  So anyways, I have hit a blogging stump.  I am not sure what to blog about anymore.  Some how its either guys, homework, what I am going to wear the next day and many other things are on my brain, its a bit annoying actually. I do have a wish though and I am going to share it with you all.  I wish that I would see He Who Must Not Be Named more often and hopefully something will happen.  Oh dear Lord, now I sound like one of the those desperate wannabes! I don't want to be a desperate wannabe! haha.  I feel like I have been waiting long enough and it feels different this time like I actually have a chance and he has no idea where I am from or about 85% of my past.  Its great.  That is why I love being away at college. What I hate is that I am afraid to talk to him.  I really want to talk to him on Facebook but I am all like what if he doesn't respond back and the whole thing about what do I even say! I wish things were easier like they seem to be for everyone else.  I had heard negative things about him, but I want to find out for myself.  Like Kelly Clarkson says in one of her new songs......What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.