What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

So I have been Pandoaing it up lately.  So many good songs! I should not be singing right now since I am getting sick.  UGH. Anyway.  While listening to all these songs it makes me think of my past mainly.  Like all the almost relationships I had and everything else.  Its interesting.  Each one of them had nicknames.  The current one at the moment is He Who Must Not Be Named and no its not Lord Voldy that would be gross and like kissing a snake.  (Insert puking face here).  So anyways, I have hit a blogging stump.  I am not sure what to blog about anymore.  Some how its either guys, homework, what I am going to wear the next day and many other things are on my brain, its a bit annoying actually. I do have a wish though and I am going to share it with you all.  I wish that I would see He Who Must Not Be Named more often and hopefully something will happen.  Oh dear Lord, now I sound like one of the those desperate wannabes! I don't want to be a desperate wannabe! haha.  I feel like I have been waiting long enough and it feels different this time like I actually have a chance and he has no idea where I am from or about 85% of my past.  Its great.  That is why I love being away at college. What I hate is that I am afraid to talk to him.  I really want to talk to him on Facebook but I am all like what if he doesn't respond back and the whole thing about what do I even say! I wish things were easier like they seem to be for everyone else.  I had heard negative things about him, but I want to find out for myself.  Like Kelly Clarkson says in one of her new songs......What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

The Thoughts Going Through My Head.

I haven't blogged in a while.  I have just have been so busy with school, meetings, etc.  Things are good I guess.  I figured I would just share some of the thoughts that are going through my head right now or lately:

1.  I love Pandora.  I can listen to so much music.....its awesome.
2. Valentine's Day was yesterday.  I have 2 word for that.  Ba Humbug.
3.  I look really pretty today!
4.  There are some really cute guys in my classes.
5.  I have skipped my Econ class 3 times already....not a good thing!
6. I really need to get my resume done!
7. I'm looking for an internship so I hope to get one near home.
8.  I got my ears pierced again, and they hurt a bit, but that's okay, it was totally worth it!
9.  I need to get over a certain boy. So if you have any suggestions let me know!
10.  Because he won't grow up and be a man and settle down...so I have heard.
11. So I guess I will find someone else who wants to.
12.  I have a Business Law test tomorrow that I am worried about.
13.  It was really warm today...for February.
14. I am supper excited that I am going for the CC elect position on RHA! I really hope I get it!
15.  I am sure I will think of more later!

So there you have it.  Have a great rest of the day everyone!! :)

Facebook Official....Does it Even Exist Anymore?

I have been wanting to type this post all week, but had like no ambition to.  So okay the point of this post is to inform you that you should not believe everything on Facebook.  You are probably thinking well duh that is pretty obvious and if you do your dumb.  Well for starters I am going to start with the whole "Facebook official" crap.  Back in the day (yes I just said that) well when I was in high school which was like 2-3 years ago, you were not dating the person unless you were Facebook official.  Your relationship status HAD to say "In a relationship with....." You get the point.  But everyone used to talk about that and be like oh well are you guys Facebook official? And if you weren't you were not an actual couple.  Well that whole Facebook official crap is basically gone....which partly is a good thing.  BUT since its not a big deal anymore people do not change their relationship status as often.  So if you are in a relationship just make that your relationship status, no one really gives a fuck who you are dating it is just to know if you are taken and okay I won't go for you.  But most people do not do that....so I will give you a scenario.....Okay girl meets hot guy and then adds him on Facebook.  Girl goes to his Facebook page and sees that he is single.  Girl gets really happy because she can go after him.  Girl tries going after guy and it fails.  Then girl finds out he is taken, but doesn't want people to know about it.  Girl is disappointed.  See? This would all be easier if you change your relationship status.  And there is something else! If you don't want anyone to know just take it off Facebook there is an option for that! And I am not kidding. Because in my opinion, people do not need to know my relationship status.  If you want to know then just ask me.  That is why mine is not listed, it forces you to ask me.  Which is a good thing.  So for those of you that are taken and your relationship still says single, change it or take it off before that person that is interested in you finds out that you are in fact off the market.

The First Day of Classes!?

So today was my first day of 2nd semester classes! YAY!!! (not). Okay they were not all that bad, I made a friend AND sat next to this really cute guy named Jeremy in my Intro to Marketing class.  So that was a plus and the class sounds really interesting and I like marketing.  If I were not majoring in Human Resources, I would major in Marketing, but there are no jobs in the field of study.  Anyway away from that subject.  My Econ class was full of guys, and a few girls, so that will be interesting.  Oh well I need it for my major.  My professors for today were pretty good though, I think it will be a good semester in those classes.  Tomorrow I have the majority of my classes, so that should be interesting.  I have Human Resource Management, Management Gender and Race and finally Legal Environment of Business. Not in that order.  I will have straight classes tomorrow from 11-3:30, which is a good thing, I am in the same building and I have 12 minutes between each class, so that is not too bad.  I am looking forward to these classes more because there will be more upper-classmen in those classes! I hate having classes with freshman.  I also had this fear that I was going to run into a certain someone I used to be interested in last semester.  I think I am still interested in him....I am not quite sure at the moment. But anyway, I knew I wouldn't because he has a totally different major than I do and our paths are not supposed to cross right? I ended up asking him to have lunch with me last semester and it amounted to nothing........I figured okay no biggie time to move on and I was right because I am not sure why I just am.  I am writing this because (hopefully) he will never read this and if he does, then he should reconsider, right?   Anyway I am being way too hard on myself and kinda hard on him right now.  And this is supposed to be about my first day of classes!  Well I best go read my Economics book or something cool like that and if you end up reading this, then you should talk to me and get to know me better or just be my friend.


The End.

Life in One Tree Hill

One Tree Hill is one of my favorite TV shows, I watch it all the time.  I find it an interesting show about love, basketball, friends, and the challenges of life.  I also find the show very relatable, because most of the stuff that the show is about, is affecting people in the real world.  The actors are great, each one plays their part very well.  Of course there are a few that could be kicked off the show, but I won't mention that.  My favorite story line is Nathan and Hailey, otherwise known as "Naliey" by fans.  I have always loved their story.  James Lafferty and Bethany Joy Galeotti have such great chemistry on air.  Sometimes I wish that was me on the TV with Lafferty, because is just so gosh darn hot! Every fan wants that Nathan or Hailey in their life.  Or that Lucas or Peyton or Brooke or Julian.  I would personally want a Nathan, he has to be my favorite character in the show.  Every time I watch I think that my Nathan will come into my life some day soon.  Whenever I watch OTH, its not just 1 episode, its usually 4 or more.  I love owning the series as well because then I can watch it whenever I want.  But every day I think to myself.....My Nathan will come into my life because I am just a Hailey waiting for her Nathan! :)

My Bucket List

So I decided to update this list....Here it goes.....

1. Go to London, England

2. Go to Hamburg, Germany and see if there are still family history there

3. Graduate from College

4. Attend a concert

5. Attend a Paul McCartney concert

6. Travel around the US

7.  See our nation's capital

8.  Fall in love

9.  Get an intership for the summer

10.  Win over $2.00 on a lottery ticket

11. Buy a lottery ticket

12. Get straight A's in a semester of college

13.  Have 3 or 4 kids naming them Norah, Natalie, Nathan, and/or Noah

14.  Visit the rock and roll hall of fame

15.  Sing karaoke

16. Read over 5,000 books in my lifetime

17. Write a Novel

18. Become the CEO of a company

19. Go see Strawberry Fields in New York

20. Walk across Abbey Road

21.  Fly in an airplane

22. Swim with Dolphins

23. Learn how to ride a bike

24. Grow my hair out and donate it

25.  Get married

26.  Graduate from UW-Platteville

27.  Learn how to do the smokey eye thing

28.  Kiss in the snow

29.  Hold hands with someone in the falling snow

28. Meet someone from England

29. Become friends with people that are from another country

30.  Watch a meteor shower

31.  Have a real Christmas tree

32.  Learn how to make jewelry

33. Host a Lia Sophia party

34. Sell Lia Sophia jewelry

35.  See the Atlantic and Pacific Oceans

36.  Visit a tropical place

37. Go backpacking through Europe

38. Go to a Brewers game

39.  Go to a Wisconsin Men's basketball game

40.  Go to a Wisconsin Men's hockey game

41. Learn how to play piano

42. Learn how to play violin

43. Meet someone famous

44. Go on a date

45. Get a smart phone

46. Buy a house

47. Buy a car

48. Give a 20 minute presentation

49. Go to state for Forensics

50. Cut my hair like Alice Cullen's

51. Buy a welsh corgi

52. Learn how to play guitar

53. Ride on a train

54. Watch all of Alfred Hitchcock's films

55. Make a 4 course meal from scratch

56. Take a cooking class

57. Take a cake decorating class

58.  Sell my jewelry

59.  Attend a ball or gala

60.  Win a contest

61.  Dance with a guy

62.  Sew a quilt

63.  Go to a club without getting carded

64.  Get my master's degree

65.  Volunteer at a library

66.  Volunteer at an animal shelter

67.  Stay at the Plaza hotel

68.  Go to Liverpool, England

69.  Go to the San Deigo zoo

70.  Cook a homemade meal

71.  Have a small wedding with close family and friends

72.  Eat at a fancy restaurant

73.  Lose weight

74.  Learn how to knit/crochet 

75.  Hold hands with a boyfriend in Central Park

76.  Kiss in the moonlight

77.  Visit the Eiffel Tower

78.  Go Grocery shopping on my own

79.  Open my own business

80.  Walk the street of New York

81.  Make snow angels every time there is a fresh layer of snow

82.  Make a snow fort in the snow as an adult

83.  Have a One Tree Hill marathon with friends

84.  Go on a road trip

85.  Landscape a backyard patio

86.  Go one week without watching TV

87.  Have a coloring party with friends

88.  See a musical  

89.  See a show on Broadway

90.  Meet Sophia Bush

 

The Holiday know as Valentines Day.......

I know its not February yet, but its still getting to that time of year.  I mean the retail stores already have Valentines decorations out and everything.  I went to a JoAnn's fabric and craft store twice over break and they had a lots of Valentines day stuff and there was even a sale on them.....and it was the beginning of January.  Walmart even has the candy isle where they have all of those huge heart boxes of candy that every women needs....not.  Then there are the flowers, yes flowers are pretty, I get them every year for a birthday, which is very nice.  But flowers on Valentines day is the biggest thing there is and I see no point to it.  Valentines Day is a holiday for those people that are in relationships, in love, etc. etc. blah. blah.  Valentines Day is a holiday worth skipping in my opinion.  You want to know why? Because I believe that this holiday only benefits those people that are in relationships, and those that are not are reminded about being single and how the greeting card companies think that oh poor you, you are not dating anyone....sorry but I guess that makes you a loser.  When I was in high school every year there would be this large table set up in the commons area.  On that table would be Valentines Day presents that parents got their child or boyfriends that got their girlfriends something.  I never got anything and I knew I wouldn't because I didn't have a boyfriend in high school and to be honest, I am still looking for the right guy.  But that is not the point of this blog post.  Valentines Day just remind us single people in the world that there is no guy or girl in our lives and to be frank, it sucks.  Even though some of us are reminded every day, but Valentines Day is the worst because there is so much pink and white and red that I just might puke.  You might say that I am being bitchy about the subject, but it sucks not having that certain someone to spend this day with.  Valentines Day has always been a holiday that I have hated....maybe sometime in the future that may change.